When we ask Allah for help and guidance, we might not get what we're looking for, but we get an answer. I've been praying for signs on what I should do about a certain situation, and I got my answer with difficult days showing me how much things have to change. That I am not to allow things to continue and imagine it will get better. The situation had been ups and downs, something I could call "tolerable", but then I prayed and it got worse, pushing me to not leave things as they are like I had been doing for so long. I feel like crap, am totally down, broken, exhausted, but I know that this was a sign from Allah to force me to move into a much better situation with time insha'Allah.